urgh!!

it has been a bad sort of a week. i feel depressed.

yannoe what’s strange about me? i get disappointed when endings aren’t tragic.
as an example: in the movie last holiday, when i found out that the main character was not going to die, i was terribly disappointed and found the movie to be a waste of my ever-so-precious time. then the movie the skeleton key, when the girl’s soul/body/whatever got stolen i liked it! i think, deep inside i’m actually evil.

i didn’t want to go, so i refused. i’m not going back. and that’s final. but i’m disappointed because my ending isn’t tragic . . . i’m gonna stay happy. double-u tee eff ? ? ? i think i need some kinda shrink to study my head ‘cus it’s a little weird. i think that when i’m all alone and my mind starts wandering, i start getting ohh i dunno – a bit suicidal.

my life is good some days to a certain degree. my life sucks otherwise. i’m a hopeless overachiever that fails every single time.

and no, i do not want attention. i’m not one of those trendy emo kids. i’m seriously having life issues. arghh. i want to drop out of high-school and sink to my demise. but, i’d never do that. i’m so over-dramatic. blah blah blah shabam!! i’m bored. and i need to study. pshh… stupid finals.

LOOONG.

January 14, 2006


Goodbye Party #3 for Marleny at my house. (Maggie, Meme, Marleny)

January 15, 2006


At Elizabeth’s House (Jean, Elizabeth, Me)
We went to eat at some Korean place. It was YUM! The service — not as good. lol. Jean had to translate everything for us ‘cus the people only spoke Korean. x_x;

January 16, 2006

Martin Luther King Jr. Day. Parade near my house. No school. I went to Downey for my ortho appointment. No pics, thankfully. xD;

January 17-20, 2006

School.

January 20, 2006

I actually did some of my homework when I got home. Then at 6pm we went to Ruth’s house for a candle party. I saw Claudia, Jennifer, and … a pregnant Vanessa!! These three girls were my childhood friends. And Vanessa is my godsister. Went home at 9:30-ish and for the first time, my Auntie Meme cooked fettucini alfredo with chicken. Haha a 10pm dinner. Good, ne? ^_^; Anyway, because Ruth’s party was outside, I got sick.

January 21, 2006


Shila invited us to her house for dinner.
(Lisa, Alex, Estuardo, Shila, George, Alba, Alba’s daughter)

Auntie Meme with Lisa & Alex’s baby, Lil’ Alex

MY TURN with the baby!

Estuardo, George, and Alex … all three with a beer in hand – KARAOKE TIME! lolol.

January 22, 2006

Grand Lux Cafe at the Beverly Center

Marleny Goodbye Party #4? (Tatiana & Sister)

Marleny & Sandra

Meme & I

Maggie & some other HS friend … why did she bring her kids?! ugh.

After we said our goodbye’s in the parking lot, a nosy lady listening to our conversation crashed her car as she was pulling out. Too much excitement. lol.

We picked up Brian and then Meme, Maggie, Brian, and I went to the movies in Pasadena and watched Brokeback Mountain. Watching near porn with your family? AWKWARD. I think the movie was rather slow and the ending sucked beyond belief.

January 23, 2006

Back to school and my sickness got worse. Every morning since Saturday morning I was coughing up blood … lots of it. But, I had told Jackie that I was going to go to the mall with her and since we had early release I managed to survive school.


Me, Jackie, Jackie’s Friend. [Hm... I look different on school days. LOL.]

They tried on pretty dresses. I was too ill to do so.

Needless to say, I bought a three row studded belt from Hot Topic. So unlike me. I love wearing things people wouldn’t expect me to. [: I also went into Borders and bought 1984 (Elizabeth has been wanting me to read this for so long!), A Tale of Two Cities, and The Great Gatsby. There are so many classic novels out there!! I want a library like Belle from Beauty and the Beast. Hehe.

That night, my Auntie Meme told me that I have to go back to my Mom’s. I cried for two hours in the car. Emotions are for the weak. Nothing would console me, but I eventually got hungry. I wanted a pretzel so we went to The Grove. Since we were there Meme & I watched Munich. It was superrr long! But I liked it. I got home and Victoria had fallen asleep studying for trig so I wrote the Found Poem that was due the next day.

January 24-26, 2006

No school for me. I went to the ER yesterday, though ‘cus I was still coughing up blood. The Dr. said I should stay home today, too. But I gots to go back tomorrow because I have a math test and an APUSH test. ouch. I also missed a test in English. -_-; On Saturday I have the SAT. And next week is finals week. BAD TIME TO GET SICK. GO me!

On Monday, my mother is coming to pick me up. I want to stay at school and just not come home. I don’t want to go. :’[

STUDY TIME. READING TIME. SOMETHING or other time?

athletics!

I want to be athletic. I want to start swimming ‘cus I’ve hated it for too long. I want to join water polo, and swim team next year. WOAH. And if I knew how to play tennis, I’d do that, too. But I don’t know how. Hm, thinking time. Revision time. Big changes time?

Good week, I’d say.

< — Click. Too bad USC lost. T_T;

I went back to school on Wednesday! Urgh . . . homework really isn’t all that fun, but it sure does pay off. On Thursday night I was superrr exhausted because of the drastic change in schedule, but I had a test for APUSH on Friday so I pushed myself to just keep reading and studying! On Friday I went to school and took the test — and I got an A-! Liek zomg. There were only three As, and I know my friend Eleni got one of them.

In the afternoon my Auntie Maggie picked me up afterschool with my Uncle Brian. We went to the market and then drove to Long Beach to my Auntie Elle’s condo. Since it was the 6th of January we did that whole bread thing … with the baby dolls inside. -ahem- Yahhh… I don’t know the name. Auntie Meme came when she got out of work and we had a mini-party. [: Afterwards we drove all the way to Alhambra and Meme and I slept over at Maggie+Brian's.

I awoke at 6am to shower and get ready for a day o' fun! Maggie drove all of us Paramount to go pick up my lil' brother and then we were on our way to the happiest place on Earth (in case you didn't know -- that's Disneyland). lols. The last time I went to Disneyland was probably a year or so ago. I used to go to all of the theme parks every summer, but the last two summers have been a bit busy [moving and whatnot]. Pictures can better explain my day than I can. (:


FOB Pose, anyone? Brian, Chris, Meme, Me

Awww… Mickey and friends!!

Pretty lil’ decoration on a lamp. (:

Brian on a car ride. [:

Uh-oh, is Mickey suicidal? lol.

Buzz Lightyear thinks he’s so cool.

“Back to work!” These performers rocked!!

Brian, Me, Maggie, Chris

Maggie, Brian, Meme, Chris. LOL.

Brian, Meme, Chris (aww), Me

Brian is superrr scared!

Maggie told me that the picture flash comes as a surprise. I saw her raise her hands and was about to . . . but I was a tad late. Can you tell? LOL!

I think we look like aliens… I took the pic but we were too close… -cough-

Indiana Jones. [: Scaryyy.

Chris, Maggie, Brian.

Me & Meme

Aurora & Philip!!! ♥

Mosaic!! ♥

“Queen of Narnia” ZOMG. She never smiled and she was FOR REAL SCARY. o_o;

She was mean to the lil’ kiddies too!!

The ride Astro Blasters let’s you email the pics!! [:

Yepps! We all had looots o’ fun. [: On Sunday I was supposed to go to dinner to Castaway, but I didn’t go. ^_^; I got mad and stayed home. lools. oooh wells. Back to school again today.

Hello New Year!

Happy New Year everyone!! (: Can you believe it’s 2006 already?! I guess I’ll start off in the traditional manner with a set of resolutions that I will most likely not keep:

  1. I want to start going back to Nishi Hongwanji – Japanese Jodo Shinshu Buddhist Temple
    (aka be more religious)
  2. This year, I want to focus on my studies and learn greater time management. Only 5 hours of sleep a day is not sufficient.
  3. This year I WILL lose weight. I’m size 4/5 and I was size 1 before.
    (I would like to start swimming, running [long distance], and playing tennis)
  4. For some odd reason I want to improve my webdesigning. I want to be a part of the whole online scene again. Oy.

If I can find them, I will post Predictions for 2006 made by Sylvia Brown on the Montel Williams show. [: They're quite interesting. The few that I remember are:
- A cure for lung, colon, and another type of cancer will be found
- A hormone to keep off weight will also be made
- There will be very bad weather in both New York and Los Angeles
- ANDDD Aliens in 2010

I've been shopping a lot lately. Like a lot. I've been buying clothes from A&F, AE, and HollisterCo. - and all it means is that I did not keep my one resolution from last year: start dressing more Japanese-y. Haha, and I went for the American look. Go me? Psh.

Went shopping on Wednesday night. My Auntie Meme bought a Master Replica lightsaber for my cousin, Georgito because it was his birthday. $109. Woah. Now my lil' brother and my lil' cousin have one. They can play together. Note that my brother had 3 lightsabers already. But of course with his Christmas money he just had to buy a MASTER REPLICA. Oooh. Actually, to be fair, it does look pretty damn good. (:

On Friday, my Uncle George came home with a huge piece of felt, markers, stencils, and a long ruler. He also bought a biiiig case of chips (the money kind). He bought a roulette table but the board was too small for his liking. So in three hours we made a roulette table. Then that night I learned how to play. And so my addiction began.

Went shopping on Saturday afternoon. Got home at 6:30pm to get ready for the New Year's party. I wore the cutest boots evAr. I looked and felt tall. A family friend, Rony met at my house to go, too. The limousine arrived at 8pm . . . my Auntie Meme and I were just barely done getting ready at that time. I hate rushing! But it was cool. (: Then the limo went to pick up Auntie Maggie and Uncle Brian.


Rony, Me, Meme, Chris // Alba &* George

Okay, so we arrived at my Auntie Elle's condo. Then we all found out that this guy lives at the self-same condo building: Tom "Tiny" Lister, Jr. He's starred in Friday, Next Friday, The Fifth Element, etc. Cool, ne? [: Too bad we didn't take a picture of him. We figured that was too "Chunti-status" lmao, if you know what that means.

Mkies, so the party started like at 9pm, 'cus that's when we arrived. (: lol. We started munching on the delicious appetizers, but then quickly got to business. Everyone at the party got "$100" to gamble on the roulette table. We played for hours! Needless to say, I had only learned to play the day prior. I came out with a very bad $76. However, Rony had $190, and Lisa had $150 -- or something like that. Auntie Maggie was cooking tempura shrimp (that were delicious, btw) and she only placed one bet. She put her whole hundred on red, I believe. As luck would have it, the number was black. She lost it all on one bet. xD;

Then we had a "raffle"
1st place: Rony; he won a slim PS2 (but he already has one - so we'll get back to him later)
2nd place: Lisa; she won an under-cabinet CD Clock Radio. (pics here)
3rd place: Mom; she won a $75 gift card to Olive Garden
4th place: Arcy; she won Sony headphones
Raffle for people who didn't win at roulette:
1. Rony decided to raffle the PS2 'cus he didn't need it. He pulled out a ticket and Alba won!! (: YEY.
2. MY TURN: The people that didn't win top prizes got to choose their gifts. The options Elle gave me were:
- something on her body
- something in an envelope
I chose: something on her body. And out of her bra she pulled out $50. [: Lol. I admit I was kiiiiinda hoping for the ring on her finger [more on this later]
3. Mary; $20 Starbucks (chose envelope)
4. Brian; $20 Starbucks (chose envelope)
5. Alex; $20 Starbucks (chose envelope)
6. Meme; ZOMG. She also chose body and she got the diamond ring! ACK. And it matches the ring I already have but mine is a combination of diamonds and my birthstone. Luckiie Meme. ♥

Most people won something. lols. At midnight, it was SUPER foggy and we couldn’t even see the fireworks from the Queen Mary. After midnight, we all played roulette with real money! Haha Alba gave me $2, Elle gave me $4, and Rony gave me $20. My Mom gave Brian $20 to gamble for her and he lost it all! Zomg. lols. In the end I came out even – $26. I really came up, though, ‘cus none of it was my money and they let me keep it. xD;

Limousine came at 2am to pick us up. Got home at 2:30am. I sent my best friend Justine a text message. [: Then Quan called me (yes, at 2:30 . . . what was the boy thinking? lmao, jk!) I had lots o’ fun. Slept until 10:30am — Brian and I missed church (was at 10am). -sighhh-

Drove back to Elle’s condo and ate food. lol. Played games until 5pm. xD; We were all in our PJs the whole day. hahaha. Came back home and my uncle had cooked Caldo de res. yum~ We watched movies until 11pm.

Now, today — after I finish posting this, begins my LOCK-IN. I’m going to do homework!!! LIEK ZOMG. Happy New Year!!

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