it has been a bad sort of a week. i feel depressed.

yannoe what’s strange about me? i get disappointed when endings aren’t tragic.
as an example: in the movie last holiday, when i found out that the main character was not going to die, i was terribly disappointed and found the movie to be a waste of my ever-so-precious time. then the movie the skeleton key, when the girl’s soul/body/whatever got stolen i liked it! i think, deep inside i’m actually evil.

i didn’t want to go, so i refused. i’m not going back. and that’s final. but i’m disappointed because my ending isn’t tragic . . . i’m gonna stay happy. double-u tee eff ? ? ? i think i need some kinda shrink to study my head ‘cus it’s a little weird. i think that when i’m all alone and my mind starts wandering, i start getting ohh i dunno – a bit suicidal.

my life is good some days to a certain degree. my life sucks otherwise. i’m a hopeless overachiever that fails every single time.

and no, i do not want attention. i’m not one of those trendy emo kids. i’m seriously having life issues. arghh. i want to drop out of high-school and sink to my demise. but, i’d never do that. i’m so over-dramatic. blah blah blah shabam!! i’m bored. and i need to study. pshh… stupid finals.

3 thoughts on “urgh!!

  1. Last Holiday? wasn’t that just another one of those queen latifah movies O__O;;
    I’m sure you’ll be fine ^_^ Maybe i haven’t hit that stage yet but it’s probably just a phase @_@
    I know how it feels to be a perfectionist. I work so hard and then I get a 94 on an assignment and I’m really happy until I find out the lazy bum kid got 97 V_V
    Get happy soon

  2. hey just browsing around and found your blog.

    life is like that and i guess we just have to live with it. hope you get good scores on your finals =)

    would you be interested in a link exchange?

  3. Stress lowers efficiency, usually. I read something about how kids that take pre/study tests usually score lowers, or something?

    The kids that care too much about it tend to acess memory alot less easily, or something. I dunno.

    I hated the village.
    And how some of the characters didn’t die in Naruto >>

    Ah well.

    You are certainly the master of vivificated text : /

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