DayApril 4, 2006

Thank You For The Venom

The days are all a blur. I feel I haven’t updated on anything since my birthday. It’s all so … hazy and distant. It’s gotta be all the homework.

Emo music keeps me alive. Promise.

It’s been raining too much lately. Wet clothes and cold weather = terribleness. Maybe the weather decided to take on my personality. Gloomy… right?

Give me envy, give me malice, give me your attention. Give me envy, give me malice, baby, give me a break!
The irony in Panic! At The Disco’s lyrics didn’t strike me until after I made it my MSN name. Mistake? I don’t yet know. It’s strange because I forgot everything we’d ever been through until I reread some chat logs. I repress a LOT of memories. This seriously worries me. I think my Episodic Memory is broken. No joke. I`m f`reals. I forget the most significant things. I only remember textbook information. And that’s Semantic Memory.

Why is continuous reinforcement ineffective? That’s sad. In English class, we read “Sucker.” Story about loneliness. I like it. A lot. I hate relating to emo things.

I need to list the things I’ve done, the movies I’ve watched, the people I’ve met, the places I’ve been. Or I WILL forget.

Kingdom Hearts II looks fun. But I won’t be playing it. No time. Homework takes up all the spare time I have. But I don’t mind too much. I wouldn’t mind at all if my memories didn’t slowly start disappearing. I`m really worried.

Homework time. I’ve wasted enough time blogging.