DayMarch 13, 2007

Pour The Champagne

Ah, okay so I made a new layout rather quickly. There’s nothing special to this layout except that floats do not work in the content of my entries. It’s upsetting, but I’m getting over it. The only special thing about this layout is that it flows to the image. Nice little technique I learned rather quickly the day I made this and coded it.

Nothing nothing. Nothing has really been going on. Hm, I really like Raymond Carver’s short stories. I’m emotionally distraught indeed. Gimme pills of some kind. asdflsaklfssf.

been looking forward to the future, but my eyesight is going bad.

I can’t even picture my future anymore. I have no will left to live. I just want to give up. I can barely even get up in the morning and attend school. 2-3 days out of the week I only go to half of my classes for the day. My drive is burnt; I’m just so exhausted of life.

Everything’s gonna be fine. Right?
Everything’s gonna be fine. Right?
Everything’s gonna be fine. RIGHT?

By Scary Kids Scaring Kids.

We make believe every day
We make our lives seem like they’re still worth living
When we find out in the end
It’s only us that we’ve been kidding

By the WONDERFUL Bayside (my fave band). Well, I’m not kidding anyone. I just want it to end. There’s nothing left to live for. I have no goals, nothing planned.

And the phone, it rings without a pulse.