Never Take Friendship Personal

The first thing that comes to mind is that I have not yet upgraded to WordPress 2.3, but this is just a nagging thought. Other thoughts:

I have lost the ability to speak. I have lost the ability to think. I have lost the ability to take some time out of my day to simply sit down and write. I have lost the ability to feel. I have lost the ability to be significant. I have long since lost the ability to cry. I have lost the ability to love. I have lost the ability to trust. I have lost the ability to keep friendships. I have lost the ability to care (about myself).

Quite honestly, sleep is most tempting. And yet, there’s too much sound. There are too many people. Life is so hectic. It just never stops. Why can’t, for one moment, time cease? My breathing can stop and in a quick instant I would no longer have to be alive. This could be passed off as stress or exhaustion, though it isn’t.

Apathy takes its toll. And I just don’t care.

P.S. Pita chips are the shit.

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Now playing: Shania Twain – You’re Still The One
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One thought on “Never Take Friendship Personal

  1. Thats beautiful!! I fucking adore this part:
    I have lost the ability to speak. I have lost the ability to think. I have lost the ability to take some time out of my day to simply sit down and write. I have lost the ability to feel. I have lost the ability to be significant. I have long since lost the ability to cry. I have lost the ability to love. I have lost the ability to trust. I have lost the ability to keep friendships. I have lost the ability to care (about myself).

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