I ruined my friendship with Erica with my apparent apathy. She’s totally mad at me, and I have to see her every day.
I killed perfectly normal conversations by acting all over-dramatic and stupid (depressed) [I gotta realize no one gives a shit so stop showing that I’m depressed!!!!!].
I’m not going to celebrate my birthday again this year (thx Program Board, how I love thee).
How can I have one week of normal behavior (aside from getting hella annoyed) and then suddenly get so depressed?!
I see Linds signing on and off… and I remember when we would talk all the time, and share everything with each other. Everything. Why can’t I do that anymore? (Wait, oh yeah, no one gives a fuck)
“Somewhere weakness is our strength and I’ll die searching for it…”