Alright, so once again I’m depressed. Big surprise.
I just want to be alone. Tell everyone I don’t give a fuck about them and push absolutely everyone away. I’m extremely paranoid and it’s like everyone hates me. Ugh. The sad part is I realize how retarded these thoughts are, but I can’t help but to still think them and believe them.
Every day I hate myself more and more. What can I do to stop it? ): And I think back to the past… and I liked myself just that much more back then. *sigh*