I’m officially not going to take Japanese 3 next quarter. Yeah… I’m really sad and bummed out about it, but I think it’s for the best. There are more important things to focus on Spring quarter. If I could take it, I would, but I know a heavy course load like that would only lead to insta-fail. At this point I’m just trying to convince myself that what I’m doing is going to help me in the long-run. Should I do summer sessions, I could take it then. And then in the Fall resume with Japanese 4. It sounds all complicated and shit, but I really am interested in the language (except that I want to take it w/o killing myself first yannoe?).
(A line from a Power Rangers movie just came to mind; Kimberly/Pink Ranger says, “See you next fall!” after tripping a “monster” … lol. How profound. That’s exactly what I’m doing.)
Too many depressing things are going on all at once.
It’s difficult to believe that here I am, typing on my laptop while in bed, debating what course load I can and cannot handle. More than anything it feels like I’m giving myself this well thought-out lecture, and what I’m really trying to say is that it’s time to grow up.
If only my actions made as much sense as these words do.
Spring Break. And I’ve never been more stressed.