DayJune 21, 2008

The Kill Of My Dreams

Thanks to my favoritest Ryan for the title!

At this very moment I hate everyone. And I feel everyone hates me.

Feels like a taste of depression.

This insecurity is killing me. It’s no good closing up again (even though right now it seems like the best thing for me). Today’s been no good at all. I want today to end. Very badly.

Haha… I feel like crying. Second time today. Too much sadness.

Today I learned about lucid dreaming but failed my first attempt. It’s a bit too complicated for me.