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June 21, 2008 ( 10:04 pm!)

The Kill Of My Dreams

Thanks to my favoritest Ryan for the title!

At this very moment I hate everyone. And I feel everyone hates me.

Feels like a taste of .

This insecurity is killing me. It’s no good closing up again (even though right now it seems like the best thing for me). Today’s been no good at all. I want today to end. Very badly.

Haha… I feel like crying. Second time today. Too much sadness.

Today I learned about lucid dreaming but failed my first attempt. It’s a bit too complicated for me.

    



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