I took it upon myself to go looking for the video of the dance Mark and Courtney performed Wednesday night on SYTYCD. I lovelovelove it. The darker dances are always my fave for some reason. Or the ones by Mia Michaels. Strange people create strange choreography. Lovelovelove.
Here it is:
<3
I love Elizabeth.
Today was pretty chill.
Still watching Water Boys with the Japanese class.
I’m sleepy. I’m going to do my homework soon…
エリザベズちゃんが大好き。
今日はかんたんだった。
日本語のクラスとウォーターボーイズをみっていました。
ねむい。しゅくだいをするつもります。
And that is all I have to say for today. I’m off point already… Need to remain focused!! がんばります！
It’s called taking a half-hour nap, so don’t question my disheveled look. Why do I always feel I am to blame? And I’m currently blushing at the thought of someone potentially staring at me. Potentially. Maybe I’m just a wishful thinker with nothing better to do. The “potentially” makes me feel uncomfortable walking into class.
Oh, hey. Valerie called me today. We haven’t exchanged words in about a year because she’s in the army. It keeps her occupied.
Note to self: readership. How can I reduce comment anxiety? *emo face*
Dramarama. My Japanese class and I watched the first half hour of Water Boys, the movie, today. Over the course of the next two days we’ll be watching the rest of it. Two more days of class. Then oral interview. Then final. Kanji is my biggest issue, but I’m confident I’ll pull through OK.
There’s a sense of panic rising within me. I’m scared. And there’s nothing I can do. Walk the road most traveled with me. Walk the straight and narrow path with me. Forget it, let’s tread the waters. (I wonder if anyone realizes the brilliance of this paragraph lmao… Oh, allegory.)
Confessions of a justified sinner? Crime and punishment.
Quale è il mio peccato?
There is such beauty in this world. It is when people are able to capture it so well in a photograph that it becomes so apparent. I don’t know if in this photograph I rather be the photographer or the gorgeously pale model in it. Both possess talent and have their own means of artistic expression. Definitely the stark contrast of the building with the AMAZING white dress is what makes the image, for me anyway. What makes this stand out so much aside from that is the attention to detail, though. I lovelovelove it.
I’m going out with Nefi and her brothers right now so apologies for the entry. This photo is worth more than my words anyhow. (: *it’s soooo pretty* I almost want to buy it or another by the same photographer on a stretched canvas and hang it in my bedroom… I think I just might.
A little more depression. Spending time with boardies today helped a little.
Restrictions by Merrit Malloy:
[S]he thinks ‘being strong’
is holding back
and hiding our feelings
when ‘being strong’ has always been
letting go and allowing our feelings
to be
felt
Internal bleeding is
always more
dangerous
…Even joy becomes a burden
when you can’t
laugh
Kayleigh let me read a book of poetry by Merrit Malloy she owns today while we were chillin’ at Anisqo’yo park. It was nice just spending the afternoon with boardies. *yawns* Technically we were “working” – we had an event: Open Mic, but it was mostly just us hanging around while some people sang, read poetry, played instruments, etc.
Mm, I have “work” again at 9… Security for the Magic Lantern movie. I did it yesterday night as well and after everyone was inside I got to watch the movie. Lulz. Such a chill job. ASPB rox my sox. (:
My mom came by earlier to drop off some stuff for me. Ugh, she basically came for an hour, transferred as much negative energy as possible and left. UGHHHH. That woman kills me. All she does is complain and talk shit about as many people as possible. Seriously. WTF.
@violetmae just twittered about some site Now Do This. Talk about super simple and cute!! I love it~
I constantly like to reason things emotionally. Badddd. It’s been a while since I last wrote in my moleskine. That’s what I should do when I get back from work at midnight. Hmhmhm.
Lately I just barely even have time to eat… and yeah my jeans were a little bit looser but I didn’t really pay much attention… but then a few days ago I put on a pair of jeans that are a size smaller and uh they fit. Yey? Haha… not exactly planned weight loss but whatever. I dun care. xD;
It’s been getting harder and harder to keep talking with Elizabeth. I call her during the little free time I have or in the minutes between when I’m walking to class. =\ This weekend I’ll definitely try to call her … Ack and last night when I got back from work and I was doing homework Eric wanted to call me but I had to be all, “Nuuuuh, hwwww!” and I feel kinda bad (even if we mostly always talk about the same subject and he annoys me most days).
Blame it on bad luck and shake responsibility.
Do you ever wake up to realize your life is meaningless?
Tralalala. Hey love, I miss you<3