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In The Mood For Love

December 8th, 2008

I’m not the sort of person who falls in and quickly out of love
But to you I gave my affection right from the start

During this very crucial time when I should be studying I have been hanging out with friends every day! Lmao… we haven’t hung out this much all year and all of a sudden we’re all dying to see each other and do some fun activities. Okay like really, we haven’t played video games all year and out of nowhere we’ve been playing Resident Evil (on Wii), DDR, and Guitar Hero 3. Lmao… like really now? And yet… the days are so fun I wouldn’t have it any other way!

My mood is much improved. I feel happy. And on a more random note: I feel womanly. I feel sexy. SAY WHAT? *nods* Yeah, it’s true. I don’t know if it’s the new clothes, or just… a different state of mind but I feel like an ADULT. This is some huge milestone for me! I’ll bask in it while it lasts. ^_^

All my music makes me want to dance. All my friends are amazing. Everything is wonderful!! (:

We had Chinese last night from Fortune Garden. Delicious! And let me tell you, I absolutely adore eating with chopsticks. It comes so much more natural to me. And I felt trendy! ^-^;

David came back yesterday! He makes me SO SO SO happy! Mm, sure I wish we were as close as we were in high-school but it’s alright… we’re somewhat different people now. Anyway, his laugh is contagious and I well up with joy when I hear it. And his laugh makes me laugh and it’s this one big happy mess~!!

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A few days ago I watched “In The Mood For Love,” a Chinese movie. It was one of the saddest movies, really. A man and woman (pictured above) move in next to each other and they find out their spouses are cheating together. They vow not to be like their cheating spouses and to remain honest. I don’t want to give anything away but it’s such a sad progression.

There’s also a “loose sequel” to “In The Mood…” called “2046″ and I didn’t think things could get sadder, but oh they did. “2046″ tells what happens to Chow Mo-wan (guy above) afterward and how he deals with the memory of past love. While that is the main theme of the movie, I also felt another major theme was giving up on love. I honestly cried during the movie, I was so touched and torn and hurt. And then again when I went to bed I randomly just started bawling. Seriously, I don’t think I’ve ever been touched by any movie prior to these two. 

Please watch these movies! ^_^

Off to do other things now!

(I want to fall in love♥)

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