I don’t know the whole situation but I can somewhat understand what you’re going through. I think you’re allow to be whole mess of a contradiction. All these ups and downs, it’s hard to keep to one side when life is constantly changing. But that’s all part of the ride.

There are weak moments that we all have and we’re all allowed to have regardless of how strong we can be or want to be. I feel like people do care, but we really have to be the ones to reach out and tell them that we’re having a weak moment. Now the problem is that people will tend to want to say that you’re strong, but that’s not really want we want to hear. However, they’re not going to tell us that we’re weak and pathetic either because that’s rude, mean, and untrue. I feel that what we’re looking for is time and someone to listen as we talk to ourselves so that we can convince ourselves that we actually are strong. If you get what I mean…okay I’m starting to lose myself in my inability to write clearly. And if you’re totally lost, then that’s okay, you can just ignore it all. ^^;;

Bottom line, people just don’t know what to do unless you tell them what you need.

Hope everything gets better. *hugs*
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