There are a million things to do and not enough time in any of my days to do any of it. My mind feels really crowded right now with facts, numbers, new things to memorize, a million new things to do every day.
I’m a little overwhelmed.
I just want to continue to focus on my sartorial pursuits because that’s what brings me joy.
I cannot wait for this month to be over so that things can stabilize. Discombobulated. I’ve been taking it a day at a time but that’s not going to work for very long. A million things are piling up one after the other.
The fewer distractions, the better. There are just too many people, too many thoughts, too many words being directed at me that I need to memorize. In short, I’m kind of freaking out! Mostly I’m just trying to look calm, collected, and always happy. But secretly I’m freaking the fuuuuuck out.
Time to CULL. LESS IS LESS. I need fewer things to think about in any given day.