Add Nothing Else

I hate feeling.

Every time I feel something I instantly regret feeling at all.

So I convince myself not to.

By the next day it’s easy to believe I never felt anything in the first place.

It’s very difficult for me to understand the context I’m walking into. And I usually do walk in mid-way. Alone, I am happy and content. When I think of adding anything else into my own mix I become very unhappy.

Suddenly and strangely at the tail end of this year so many people have resurfaced. The two I am entirely glad to have back are Elizabeth and Ryan. Two others, I am very miserable about.

I’m never really a stopping point, but the rest stop in between something good and something better.

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