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I awoke from a four-hour nap at 8pm. Still, I’m sleepy. When did I get so exhausted?

After getting home I found out there would be an online stream to watch Bayside live from a store performance they were having in New Jersey. The stream was pretty damn laggy for everyone watching. =/ After 45 minutes I gave up trying to watch and fell asleep comfortably in my warm bed. Not even dreams bothered me. I awoke to sounds of my mom speaking. Ah well. Extra sleep is wonderful. I feel like going back to sleep now, but I have to finish this entry for the Blogathon.

I want Keira Knightley’s body. Image of perfection. Yaddayadda. Oh well. Let’s go get me a personal trainer. Why? Well, that’s my excuse as to why I don’t look like that. Ninth grade I had the body I wanted/liked so I know I can do it. But, motivation is lacking. There’s always something lacking. It’s like a funhouse mirror version of myself through these fucked up lies of yours.

Getting out of school early = nice! More freetime!! Yeyey. There’s also no school this coming Monday nor the Monday after.

Oh, ew. Regular government class is scary. The teacher Mr. Kruip assumes no one knows anything about anything – and maybe they don’t. I was just a little bit peeved because I haven’t been read any classroom expectations in a few years from any teacher. I suddenly felt like I was being talked down to by a teacher, but he’s entirely nice. I’m just accustomed to having teachers speak to me as somewhat more of an equal. Ehh, at least it’ll be less demanding in the study department.

Bayside’s album The Walking Wounded came out in stores today!! I got mine in the mail~ Lovelovelove it. Now all I have to do is wait for Anberlin’s Cities to come out on the 20th!!

People tell me the weirdest things… but anyway.

You can’t trust a heart / That was cold from the start /Waste your time on it

I awoke from a four-hour nap at 8pm. Still, I’m sleepy. When did I get so exhausted? After getting home I found out there would be an online stream to...

Rampant thoughts run rampant. So, in an effort not to forget, I’ll blog it. I might blog more than once today. It depends how the day progresses. But, I digress. So let’s make this an art.

Today marks the first day of the second semester. I don’t have a sixth period so I’ll be getting out early every day except Wednesdays. I = excited.

Last night I took it upon myself to install The Sims 2 Nightlife. Tom tests games for EA Games and he noticed that I’m a Sims-luver (: so he told me when he tested it out that he received a copy of the game. However, he does not play The Sims; therefore, he gave it to Brian, who gave it to me. I played it for a little while, a while ago. I love the new features. Haha, I know I should have gotten it sooner, but The Sims games are those sort of games that you get addicted to for 2-3 weeks at a time and then comes a 1-2 month hiatus. Ah, so anyway, I’m playing it again. I haven’t played Oblivion in a WHILE, so I might do that some time this week. Maybe.

Under content I added 101 Goals in 1001 days. I’m not finished with my list yet, but there it is. My completion date is November 2, 2009. I will be 20 years old by then. Wow… I can’t wait to start on these goals. This special list gives me a lot of motivation. I love it! You should all try to make one, too. Credit to this site.

I also joined iLike. I’ve been a member of MOG for a few weeks, but I love the idea of music sites so I had to join iLike, too. If you do make an account, and we have somewhat similar tastes in music, please add me. (: I love music, but not as much as Lindsey♥.

Alright, off I go to play some more Sims or skip around the house.

Note to self: Smile! (:

Rampant thoughts run rampant. So, in an effort not to forget, I’ll blog it. I might blog more than once today. It depends how the day progresses. But, I digress....

Yesterday morning my auntie Meme came to pick me up after my brother went with his dad to do whatever it is they do… xD; She picked me up and we went to Borders, the mall, Old Navy, and then we ate at Marie Callender’s.

We took Midori with us!! She’s just a bit over a month old. She is really adorable. I’ll have lots of pictures soon considering I’m having a blogathon. ^_^ Posts every single day. XD It seems like a lot, ne? I got two more tanks at Old Navy. I lovelovelove their long tanks there. I need MORE and in every color. ♥

After eating dinner we went back to Auntie Maggie’s place to eat pie. Auntie Meme and I were sleepy so we went back to her place. At 11:30pm I took a shower and then we watched Goal! (with Kuno Becker). She liked it, too!! At 1:30am when the movie was over, I passed out and fell asleep until 10am. Unfortunately, because I slept in I missed a phone call. Oh well… another day. =/

I got ready for a new day. Meme, Brian, and I went to Elle’s house to get a TV she no longer wants because she got a new one, and two coffee tables. We used my mom’s truck (she bought it just so the whole family can move stuff like this) to move the stuff. Maggie and Brian got the TV and Meme got the two tables. (: It was heavy work moving the TV up the stairs. My arms were so tired. xD I changed into my “going-out” clothes and we headed towards Estuardo’s house for the Super Bowl party.

I had lots and lots of fun! Colts!! :]

As I got back home tonight I received an IM and then a phone call from E.H. Hm, it was actually pleasant. Interesting as well. I don’t know. I struggle with this friend of mine. I cannot figure out his logic.

Let’s live dangerous together♥.

Yesterday morning my auntie Meme came to pick me up after my brother went with his dad to do whatever it is they do… xD; She picked me up and...

I’m participating in Blogathon 2007 so there will be a new post every single day from 3 February to 3 March. Go join, it’s not too late.

It’s past 2am on Saturday morning and I cannot sleep. This isn’t a case of insomnia, but rather, a case of stupidity. Considering it was finals week, there was no school on Friday so I slept in until 10:30am. I was online for a while and then went back to sleep from 1-5pm. Now, I’m only mildly sleepy. I’ve got nothing to do and the energy to do something.

I finally updated to WordPress 2.1 (it’s been out for 11 days). One of the plugins I use wasn’t compatible so I removed it and found another one similar. So now instead of Live+Press I use some LJXP (LJ Cross-poster). I also downloaded and installed a Xanga crossposter. The last time I wrote in my xanga was in July. This plugin ought to boost the post count. :> Yey for that. I guess this post is more of a test post to make sure these plugins work.

A short time after I awoke I got a call. A displeasing call, no less. He can be such an ass. I was immediately annoyed. Well, that’s not good, is it? After a long 2 hour conversation (it seemed to go on forever because I was so upset) I ate dinner and decided to get online. Oh-so-lovely Sarah IMed me (I loathe her with every fiber of my being). She subtley blamed me for her boyfriend breaking up with her. It isn’t my fault she kissed two other guys on her birthday and it isn’t my fault everyone under the sun knows she’s a whore. Anyway, her boyfriend calls me all the time, texts me, etc. and I doubt she knew this because she asked if I had ever spoken about her to him telling him the things she’s done. Argh. Double the annoyance.

Naturally, I send him a text asking why I just got blamed. He called her and tried to straighten things out, but I don’t know if it did anything. Oh well right? It’s just another day. I sound overly dramatic; that in itself is irksome.

Cut, cut, cut, cutting myself down to pieces
Too hard on myself it would seem
That everyone could see my self-worth beneath

We take everything we know
About ourselves and put them in
A diary in a fire ring
Scrutiny below not me now
I think I’m ready to go

Oh, right. New layout. Eh, I don’t really like it. I want to make another pure CSS layout. The last layout was fun because of all the CSS customizations. You know what I haven’t heard in a while? “Wow… I love your layout.” Haha… I need to make something amazing, that even I like. It’s been a while… *sigh* Where’s the creativity?

Back, back, back, back to the crooner in question
I sure hope you all like my songs
Well maybe I put too much talk in my rhymes
And melodies so stunning brainwashing minds

(Lyrics to Bayside’s A Rite Of Passage from The Walking Wounded album. 2/6/07)

The download for FOB’s leak will be up for a few days. Download it, I don’t care.
Mirror 1 (It should work, no DL limit.)

Everything is merely an exchange of words and I’m tired of talking.

I’m participating in Blogathon 2007 so there will be a new post every single day from 3 February to 3 March. Go join, it’s not too late. It’s past 2am...