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July 15, 2008 ( 10:26 pm!)

We Are Surely Not Worthy

I’ve been noticing lately I’m a lot bitchier, more easily agitated… and etc. Being so extra judgmental is no favorite past-time of mine but I still do it all the time, and a lot lately… :( This is so not a good quality and I have no right to judge anyone. My sense of morality is by no means the correct way of life or anything like that.

THOUGH! Today I got accused of judging someone I wasn’t even fucking judging. Bitch is judging herself for sleeping with him and she got all defensive on me. It came out of nowhere and I had to yell to tell her, “I have class from 8 to 12, homework and work in the middle of the day, class from 5-7, and then work again. My day does not revolve around you. I don’t have time to go around judging you.” At which point I just said I had to go to work (I did), said bye, and hung up. UGH. /vent

Anyway, we had a really good turnout for Charlie Bartlett today at IV Theater. Yeeeah. And I love going up on the stage making announcements. (: The first time I was a little bit nervous to go up there but now it’s so easy and just kinda fun. Haha… before the movie we even played a youtube video… the one where the little boy puts his finger in a baby’s mouth and he says, “Charlie bit me.” Looool. It’s was Jordan’s idea to put it up and everyone was laughing. Good stuff~

Aites, this was just a really quick entry as I have two quizzes tomorrow. ): And I had two today as well. Blah. Emo status! So busy…

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Click this to see my pain. ): Lol…

    



June 30, 2008 ( 11:53 pm!)

And I Won’t Lie.

Yeah, I won’t lie… I don’t really feel like writing an entry today. There isn’t much to say. Today was fun. I mean yannoe… that’s kinda boring/plain/typical… etc. I was a lil’ busy doing some stuffs until I realized it’s almost midnight and I have yet to blog. Though I have gone exactly half the year… and only missed one post! That’s something, I think.

Truth be told… I’m really sleep. Lack of sleep is making me look like death. And why I’m not asleep right now when I know I have to wake up in a few hours, I don’t know.

meeting today was sooo chill and awesome. Wow I remember the total transition from “Wtf is ?” to “I’m not sure I like ” to “I hate with all my guts” to “Holy shit I love !” … weird. I’m in love with it… gives me something to do and helps me fulfill some of my life dreams fo’ sho. Not everyone gets to attend bomb ass meetings to decide what bands you want to play at your school? And for the I get to pick ‘n’ choose what movies I want to play for free at IV Theater to all the kiddies. And I get paid to do this. What more could I want from my years?

Oh! I get the keys to my apartment on Wednesday! S’pretty tight, I guess. Looking forward to that~ Though I have to go back home on Wednesday afternoon… and stay home until Friday/Saturday when I can bring all my shit to SB. Wow, I love being my own person free of any restrictions imposed by ze mother.

Hopefully this is coherent… I’m so sleepy. ): I think going to sleep is like wasting my day… and even when I sleep typically I wake up 5-6 hours later so it also gives the appearance that I’m constantly awake. Uh, I don’t know how that’s relevant to anything but I’m just so tired…

Zzz…

    



June 29, 2008 ( 11:37 pm!)

Thx for the reminder Steven-bb. Ilu.

There’s nothing more I enjoy out of a conversation than those that produce some thought. Reveal insight. And that’s why I love talking to Steve. Though he’s not always very nice. ): But anyway, enough about that guy.

I’m going back to Monday and Tuesday for the meeting and free movie, respectfully. Ah… why do I love so much now? Hah, figures.

There isn’t much to say really.

Uh… been playing on Aelyria a lot lately. ^_^;; I can’t believe I stopped playing for nine months. It’s too fun… and addicting. xD;

Yeah this is an awful post. And I’m not even going to bother finding a pretty image to cover it up.

Devoid of makeup and I like it.