April Goal

My goal for April is to blog every single day. I have so many unfinished posts and so many things to write but I keep forgetting or pushing it aside. I know it’s going to be a struggle to get a post out everyday but I won’t stress about it. In fact my posts might just be a photo, with no words unless I feel the need.

Update on my list of Wardrobe items. I got the Zanotti glitter boots and I do not regret it a single bit. Boots really are my go-to and I find the glitter boots go with so many outfits. They add a touch of magic to a basic look. (: I still have not found a single v-neck tee in 100% cotton. Most tees are scoop neck or high round cut. The most flattering cut on me is the v-neck, and I know that very well. In the mean time I “settled” for one black and one white tee from the Men’s section of Urban Outfitters.

Currently I’ve been getting into a lingerie. Comfortable bras and panties. 😀

Now I’m looking at Spring collections to see just what I can change on my list.

Recurring Theme

Heeeey! So yannoe… it’s pretty “in” this time of year to feel shitty. Let’s be real – that doesn’t make me feel any better. But at least we can all commiserate with one another! Most everyone I’m asking feels kinda down, not gonna lie.

Though yesterday wasn’t so bad. Breathe. All it takes is a little avoidance. Not necessarily the best coping method but whatever works right? Plus I watched Fringe and 90210! And today I caught up on yesterday and last week’s eps of Privileged. Nothing like a *little* bit of mindless TV to help out the soul right?

My absolutely wonderful Teekwidca has been helping me get through these days of depression, too. We have this great friendship chemistry. This December we’ll have been friends for 4 years (and we’re still close)! Admittedly there was a small bump in the road where I did the usual bullshit “let’s NOT be friends” but we get past things pretty easily. Thank goodness! I need someone, that, when pushed away, will push back. -_-; I think that’s what I really secretly want. *shrugs*

It also helped talking about some o’ my problems with both Elizabeth and Teekwidca. Talking actually helps… who would have thought!

Book I’m reading now: Snow Country by Yasunari Kawabata! I really loved Beauty and Sadness by him when I read it in 10th grade. (: I’m determined to accomplish my goal of reading 12 books this year. Thus far I’ve only read 8, and now I’m on my 9th (I’m not counting Metamorphosis as a novel I read since that’s a short story, even though it’s in my Now Reading library).

*a few hours later*

Well… this entry was started at about 1pm. It’s 6pm now. Attended classes. Went to Starbucks to read. Then to Borders to read. I needed some alone time somewhere beside my apartment (which gets me moar depressed btw) just to clear my head. Unfortunately, it led to more thinking and some pretty emo introspective thought. Total FAIL. -_-; Ahhh *shrugs* I seriously feel like going out for a run or something.

Geez, I’m definitely very Bri Bear… I hibernate during this time of year. Sleep to let the bad times pass. Sleeeeep is the only answer. *sigh* I haven’t even been able to eat much lately either. Lyfe sux. Kbai. I go die nao. ^_^;

Back from LV

Just sort of mini-updating… I am back from Las Vegas, but still in Downey… so not yet back in SB. I had a toooon o’ fun this weekend. (: Not sure I’m ready to tackle the pile of homework waiting for me when I get back to school. Blah.

There isn’t much to say… except that I am most definitely tired!

(As a side note: Wrote an extremely awesome post on my iPhone with the WordPress app but I accidentally saved it as a local draft and my local drafts folder shows empty… stupid app bugs *sigh*)

Ooooh… I completed my 150 Movies in 2008 sometime this weekend!!! (: Yaaaay~ Movie I’d recommend everyone from this year thus far: THE FALL.

Just Dance!

I need to acquire Lady Gaga’s CD. If I’m not mistaken I think she performed on SYTYCD but didn’t pay much attention. Only until I read a comment on ONTD on FFAF about how awesome her CD is did I give some of the songs a listen. And it’s catchy~ Anything that makes me dance (alright, that’s pretty much everything *rolls eyes* but still) I love. Lmao, shows how much of an influence the stupid site is to me. Hahaha… I love ONTD.

My abs are sore from doing pushups… Idgi. And pectorals, too, of course. *sigh* I feel so weak atm! Ugh!

Friday, I slept for a total of 15 hrs. CUHRAZY. From 1am to 3pm and then 8:30 to 9:30pm. ACKK.

This photo is too endearing. My current fave celeb couple:


SamRo and Lilo. Toooo cute. I need me a SamRo in my life. Now, I don’t know if Lilo is really a lesbian or just yannoe in love with Samantha. They’re too cute together and I get the feeling Sam just *gets* Lindsay. Why can’t I find myself a Samantha? D; Lolol~ (but no I’m forreal…)

Omg, lately I’ve been a lot more ~lesbian~ than usual. Hahahahaha… *blushes*