Aug
22

A Box of Surprises

My aunt’s coming over in a few hours (one-two abouts), and so I’m doing some extra cleaning on top of my usual cleaning to make it look presentable. Anyway, I’ve had this really pretty box for a while, and it was given to me by my aunt to put a goal inside. Well, it’s safe to say I’m not using the box for that… I’ve been meaning to put all the cards and letters I’ve ever received into it instead of the Tinkerbell bag they’re in now. I kept forgetting and etc., but finally~ today! I went into my stuff and got them out. I knew sorting through them would be fun, funny, but also … certain letters that’d be hidden away in there.

I found some letters from my ex-bf while he was away for Navy training. *turns super red* *groans* And yeah, I knew I had to open them up again to read them. My memory is awful, as everyone ~should~ know, and yeah forgot what they said, really. Anyway, I’mma just post a snippet real quick aites?

“Anyway, bored and waiting for graduation on the 26th of January. Hard to believe it’s only about 5 weeks away. Just got to keep the positive attitude and keep everyone else in line. Well just waiting to see you, especially in a dress”

- HOLD IT! He never had a positive attitude, but that aside this makes me turn red. I feel real bad. Will explain. (He was talking about a wedding…)

“… wishing to be sleeping in your arms.
- Mr. Moodypants”

-ARGH. I had forgotten about that nickname.

The whole thing about this that makes me all nervous-ish and weird-ish is the fact that III ever had emotions for someone else and *gasp* they did, too? It’s almost enough to make me nauseous. I’m terribly uncomfortable with lovey-dovey emotions and it’s just… WEIRD. I feel like I’m reading someone else’s “love-letters” and INTRUDING. I can’t really put in words how it makes me feel, but my face is still real red. Anyway, the reason III feel bad is because you know… I’m the one that just RANDOMLY one day “cut” the relationship. Like seriously. AWKWARD STATUS. *mumbles*

I better go finish cleaning before I get caught up on ze computer. ^_^;;

Apr
20

Materialism

Dear Money,

Let me have you. A lot of you. Though be aware that once I have you I will use you, and frequently. There are things I want atm!!

  • Moleskine notebook (large, plain paper)
  • More ink for calligraphy pens
  • Holga
  • 120 Film
  • Polaroid camera
  • A toooon of film for Polaroid camera since it is no longer in production!
  • To Write Love On Her Arms hoodie

Is this really too much to ask of you? Reply back to me asap, thanks.

Love,
Material Girl

Apr
19

Visiting France

Dearest Me,

I love how spontaneous I am. (: Mm, hate how I spend so much money all the time, but… that almost can’t be helped. Impulsive. Compulsive. Lalala. Anyway, keeping this positive!

Originally we were going to go to Ventura for the day, but I was so extremely tired from working the show last night that I didn’t want to travel that far. So Nefi and I decided to have breakfast here in FT and then reformulate a plan. Basically we decided to go to State St., but we planned to stay away from State St., if that makes sense.

Early in the day I made two goals; one was to take a picture of a complete stranger, and secondly, to take a picture of an animal. Less than a minute after making the former goal (made these separately) I started to take a photo of these amazingly pretty pink flowers, but some French guy (with a sexy accent) got in front of my camera and jokingly asked to be in my picture. He practically offered to be the stranger in my photo so I told him, “Okay! Really, can I take your picture?” (: I did, and Nefi was in the picture, too. Afterward we had a quick conversation and we shook hands. It was pretty bomb! (Will come back to the latter goal)

Taking the back streets nearer the residential areas we found so much pretty and rather interesting architecture. So I snapped away and took pics. Mm, and then! I found a Paul Mitchell school salon!! Isn’t that amazing? I sure know I have gone back home a few times just to dye my hair. Now I don’t have to anymore! Sweetness.

Nefi and I wandered back to the main street, State, and decided to get Rite Aid ice-cream! Earlier in the day I had called our hanging out time Chocolate and Vanilla time. Lol… but what’s funny is that I don’t like vanilla. So anyway, we were chatting about how fun it is hanging out and Nefi said we complement each other. haha… I looked at our ice-cream and mine was chocolate and hers vanilla. So yeahyeah I started laughing and pointing at our skin color and ice-cream (‘cus that’s how we joke around).

There are these 25cent buses that go down State St. and Nefi proposed we take one considering there was nothing else to do. So we did!! And we went down to the wharf and walked all the way down the pier. Down the pier there was a small boat that we decided to get on. Wow, so much fun! And this is where my animal goal comes in. I didn’t end up taking a pic of say, a dog or anything, but seals! (: A much more interesting animal indeed!!

For all the fun we had we spent under $5 today. 0: That’s just incredible to me. >_x I typically spend so much money, but I told Nefi I needed to stop spending money so we strayed farfarfar away from all the clothes stores.

Oooh!! I found a photography store, though. They sold holgas there… and lots of other amazing camera goodies. I nearly died of excitement, but reminded myself I couldn’t buy anything. Agh, it was so hard because I’ve been wanting a holga for a while now. >_>; Just thinking about it gets my heart beating a tad bit faster. xD;

When we got back Nefi made me spaghetti! (: ‘Twas very delicious! Thanks darlinggg<3 xD Haha… we were talking about how Raymond and Rona ought to go on a date together because they’re both jealous that she and I have been spending time together. >_x Like, seriously? We can have other friends, too!! Oh wells. People will feel as they feel.

Love,
Me

(lol, yeah, sounds like “I love me,” and atm, life is good!)

Apr
18

E is for Exhaustion

The Federation tonight! Call time for board is 5:30pm. No time to even relax today. Argh. Seriously, too much. >_>;

Here’s me rushing to send out a letter before I have to head back to campus:

And why I have so many cellphones, I don’t know. Maybe I’m a “cute diva” (lol that’s what David called me) or… I’m weird. xD;

okkk well, two letters all in one day! E for exhaustion!! And me actually sending out a letter. (:

Byebyebye.

Apr
17

To Be Stress-Free

Dear Boardies,

Exciting, yes? Yes yes yes!! I love stress-free meetings. Oh to be young and alive. Lolol. I’m so stoked. Amazingggg! Yeahhhh… I can’t even express how chill the meeting was compared to the others. Fo’ sho.

The Federation tomorrow night! (: Argh, but to be there by 5:30pm seems a bit extreme considering the show starts at 9. Then again I’ve never been to a night time Storke show… o_o; Kinda scary.

Boardie love,
Brii

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