As a small side-note this entry was either going to be titled this or “Usually, You Find Yourself In College” and then start off by saying, “but I’m beginning to lose myself.” So there you have it. A little behind the scenes info. (: The entries would be headed in similar directions, actually, but not entirely. One more introspective than the other. hahaha…
Anyway, this time last year…
- I had 8 comments on the August 6, 2007 entry. My online popularity is almost non-existant now. OR, there is definite COMMENT ANXIETY. There’s at ~least 10 of you that read this shit on the daily and leave me random comments on LJ, email, Twitter, IM, etc. What’s the deal? Give the domain some love. ):
- I started Freshman Summer Start Program and began my life as a college student.
- I was also extremely busy just like now.
- Quite possibly I was an altogether different person.
Now there’s the thought of getting a little emotional, sharing some inner feelings or whatever… but I’m not going to and I don’t really want to either. One thing I know for certain: I went in the opposite direction of who I wanted to become, but… it’s weird because I accept myself so much more (even though if I were to analyze “who I am” right now I’d hate her).
Oh, and as far as I know I’m not currently depressed nor am I hypomanic. It’s this in-between stage I fear the most… at any given moment my mood can change. It’s in this in-between stage that I am the most lost.
I’ve only got a few minutes to get a post in. And I’m tired. So… that means list. Lala… this is filler text so that the list can begin below the metadata. And then I’ll also place a picture at the bottom of this post for prettyness… I went picture-finding crazy today. If only I were that talented… Haha…
- ASPB Event today at the beach.
- My cheeks are red… of all days I forget to put my face lotion on (it has SPF somethin’)… And I look more pink-cheeked than normal. *shrugs* It’s cutesy…
- Sandy and I tanned together! YEYEY.
- Afterward we put air into the tires of my bike and rode our bikes around.
- Got Jamba Juice. Chilled. People watched.
- Went into Sweet Jane’s for the first time. Bought suuuper cute earrings!!
- Rona left today! Emo… it’s all lonely in here now! (She’s going to Italy for the summer)
- Unexpectedly Nefi and her brothers stopped on by a while ago. They’re so funny… lmao. They actually listen to rock music, which was weird… and they had me play some of my music (awkward). xD;
- I got an A in Japanese!! (: Yeeeahhh boi. Now just three more weeks of Japanese… more 8-12. I might age another 10 years these next three weeks.
- Confident I did poorly in Ital 114X. Hahaha… >>;

I think this image is just stunninggggg. I love it! (: Click iiiit.
Let’s dance together. SYTYCD ends this coming week. ): What ever will I do? What will I watch on TV?! How will I get my fix of dance??? ):
Soooo… I’m in one of those non-write-y kind of moods. Yep. List.
- Got really angry this morning. Made it a point to discuss it with person I had issue with and it is now resolved. Yey communication skills!
- I had Japanese from 8am to 11 today. And I will have Japanese everyday Monday through Friday from 8 to 11. Yeah. That’s a long time. … We will have a quiz everyday except tomorrow we have two quizzes. And we have three homework assignments a night… they each take about an hour…
- Worked today at the office doing office hours. Then had ASPB Meeting. (yeyeyy aspb and money~)
- Had class from 5 to 7. Class in which I will be reading Dante’s Divine Comedy.
- Homework from 7:30 to 9.
… my life is oooover. ^_^; Thank goodness these classes are only three weeks long each. Though… that means that each day we learn a week’s worth of material. No joke. I might die. ): And ugh start ze second job tomorrow. And I work ASPB Movie tomorrow… though that just consists of watching a movie and getting paid to do it. (: Lol.
Mmkies, gotta finish studying for the two Japanese quizzes tomorrow. Vocab troubles me so. I have such a hard time remembering all the ru-verbs. U-verbs come so much more naturally to me… isn’t that weird? *shrugs*
Off to see the wizard… the wonderful wizard of oz… I keep singing that thanks to Quinny baby. ): And ugh that awful stuuuupid song American Boy plays randomly in my head, too.
UCSA the last five days was aaaaaamazing!
Baibai.