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July 2008
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And Did You Know That I Really Wanted To Share These Moments With You?

This post will lack literary value. Too much. This calls for a list!

  • DMV to get a new sticker for the Lexus.
  • First smog check ever for the Lexus.
  • Manicure with Mom.
  • The Lexus is now mine. ^_^; Teehee. Exciting!
  • Yoshinoya (but ugh didn’t like mine - too salty. Emo!)
  • Drove to the Apple store in Pasadena.
  • Brian’s 4th grade class presented some animation movies they spent 5 months working on! They were really amazing.
  • Bakery and cafe!
  • Lakers fuhreaking LOST. WHAT THE HELL. Seriously, most disappointing upset considering they were up and winning for most of the game!
  • SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE. So so so so so sad. (I think the disco dancers should have been in the bottom three couples, but that’s just me.)

Here’s a picture of a Lexus IS300:

Mom’s old car. She has a BMW now so since it was just you know, there, it’s now mine. Pwuahahaha. *ahem* Keeping professionalism, OMFG!!!~ (: I this sports car. *dies of joy* So fast, so smooth, so damn elegant, so… MINE. ^_^;

I really wish you were here♥ I’ll keep dreaming.

P.S. On a completely unrelated side note: Steve is super amazingly cute and awesome.

    



Day of Sun

What a day! My Sunday began quite strangely. I was working on one of my sites late into the night, being productive! and all that… when I received a wonderful text message from my lovely Steve. The boy does know how to surprise and amaze. To be just a tad more specific it was a message with an angsty photo of him that had the “I’m missing you” look in his eyes. A song was attached and played in the background. How very romantic, yes?

Afterward I got on the phone with Elizabeth♥ my best friend and true of my life. *hugs her* We had been texting, but it definitely was not enough so I suggested she call me and even though she refused at first she did eventually. We talked for nearly two hours, into the early early hours of the morning. I this girl! She’s an amazing friend, and a gorgeous person inside and out. Most definitely.

And even though I went to bed late… I awoke at 6:30am after only three hours of sleep! What is the deal with that? Awkward sleeping patterns, sadly. I went back to sleep and then woke up at 10am. And while I’m being time-specific, I got a call from Steve at 12:30. *hugs*

Plans later tonight with ze Ronadear & Nefertiti. I’m looking forward to it! (: It feels like I haven’t hung out with Rona for two weeks, and the feeling is right because it’s true.

It’s time to rekindle those three friendships that slowly were starting to wither these past two weeks!

Breathe easy.

    



Stay The Night

The theme for the month: Letters

Dear 2004,

First year of high-school. It was an exciting year and the world was right. Your best friend decided to go to the same high-school as you and life was looking up. You remember it well, don’t you?

Valerie. Paula. Chelsey. Justine. Lisa. Lily. Jessika. Michelle. Amazing . Some days you hung out at Legoland, across from homeroom and other days it was at the lunch tables with all the Asians. It was fun talking so much shit about everyone. Oh, the drama of 9th grade!

A most fond memory was standing in between that hallway and the lunch area chatting with Valerie about emotions towards guys. Or guy. Daniel Han. Korean. Perfect in every way. At least that year, anyway. He was funny, brilliant, Asian (!), cute, tall, intellectual, but always chill. Lol - chill is a funny word, but I couldn’t think of another word.

A story I don’t really share is that I wrote about Daniel before I ever met him. A few months before I started 9th grade I had begun a silly short romance story with the main male character named Daniel. He, too, was Korean, while my characters back then were usually Japanese. The birth date of the character was January 15th. To my surprise, I found out that the real Daniel’s birthday was also January 15th. Months before I met him, I had created him as a fictional character. To this day I can’t believe the weird coincidence. Name, ethnicity, and birth date, all the same. It only served to feed the idea that we were ‘meant to be,’ but naturally I was shy back then and did nothing but blush over him in class.

He’s the first guy I ever liked. For some reason I just don’t LIKE people in that way very easily. I mean, sure… there are some alright-looking people in the world, but it doesn’t mean I like them. The only other person I ever liked as much as Daniel was Eric. Mm, but I don’t think I knew Eric in 2004. I’d have to check that… but who cares now. Lol.

2004, the grades you got were amazing. There was such determination in you that year! You were optimistic, friendly, fun, loving, caring, motivated, size 1 (that’s important!), your hair was gorgeous, and quite possibly without any symptoms of bipolar. I want to be 2004 again. Is it really so hard to be 2004 all over again? If I try hard enough I can be that year again, I know it. Slowly. Take a few steps backwards. Regression isn’t always bad. Even my 9th grade naivete was tolerable.

Come back to me,
2008


Lisa, Lily, Michelle, Jessika