Backdated to March 15, 4:45AM
On the plane to Washington D.C.

So the movie just finished. And I honestly do not know what to think or say. I am heart-broken and I almost want to cry. A great writer of romance had love in her very grasp and it slipped away. Honestly, what does that say about life in general? I really don’t know what to think. As I was watching I expected something of this nature to happen oh how I wanted to be proven wrong. Alas, that did not happen and now I feel entirely a fool for expecting what I was not expecting, if that makes any sense at all.

Music will not console me and I feel as though I have had my earphones on too long. About an hour and a half to two hours remain on this flight to reach my destination. Absolutely no one has their light on so I would feel all too awkward being the only one… Though this means I will not be allowed to continue my reading. What am I to do now except mope a bit?

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There is nothing more I can think of to say, but truly I feel like showing some form of emotion after watching that movie. Time and time again I am not alone, but in the view of others. Mm, though it is dark. What to do?

Strange predicaments.

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On rare days during the week there seems there is nothing to do. Yesterday was such a day. Rona didn’t attend her Asian Lit class so the day was ours. I texted her asking if she wanted to do something … we don’t do everyday. Not that there is much to do in Santa Barbara, but whatever. We went to Downtown Santa Barbara and had dinner at an Italian restaurant. The lighting was nice, and the food delicious. (Lol @ mention of lighting, but that makes for great pics) Luckily I was hungry (for once lol) to enjoy the food & etc.

Of course, as always, Rona and I had to watch a movie. S’what we do. Charlie Bartlett. Oh em gee. Cute to the extreme and I lovedddd it. (: Forserious.

Well… by then it was 9-ish pm, but you know, the night was young… hah. So Rona and I resolved to go by the beach near campus. There are these stairs that lead to the beach down below, but it was a total Titanic moment as they were partially flooded (high tide) and wow… was I fucking scared even though the water couldn’t touch us. Photos o’ course. Here’s one:

Down below is where the water was… Rona wasn’t, but I was scared. The part of the stairs in which we were standing was above the water. And since I’m afraid of heights it was just awful looking down at the black abyss below. However, we did take pics! Lmao, any moment is a picture moment.

Click click the pics! (:

I do have some serious things I want to talk ’bouts but time constraints prohibit it! I have to leave for an ASPB Meeting soon-ish. =\

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Sunday already. It feels like I have to go back to UCSB immediately, even though I still have another day. Hm, except everyone works tomorrow so it’s almost the same as going back on a Sunday night.

Hm, long and very fun day today.  But I’ll make a list.

• Late morning start.
• Coffee
• Transferring of songs b/w aunt & myself
• Nail salon
• Target
• Movie theater (Jumper)
• Food
• Back at aunt’s to eat food
• Breakfast At Tiffany’s
• Relaxing

(: At different times throughout the day I couldn’t stop smiling. It’s a strange feeling. And at the most random of times, too. =\ I felt rather foolish, and I don’t think I can blame the sun. Omg, lol @ that line. But yeahyeah, I feel foolish for smiling so sporadically and no one exactly knows why so I prob. look really gay.

Hayden Christensen is so so so soooo sexy. The end(:

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