The hypothetical love letter moving in the shadows.

To You:

I’m sensing boredom. There’s nothing to say, and nothing we want to share. And I’m just trying too hard. I don’t want to try at all. Were it up to me I’d just stop talking. Such an exhaustion comes from having to force conversation. It’s supposed to flow.

Lately I’m a bit more social, talking to people I haven’t spoken to in a while. Or getting to know people I only just barely made small talk with, and the feeling is good.

There has to be some sort of balance in life then, I guess. Some things look up and what was once going well must start to fall down slowly (but always so surely).

Give me something to write about.

And don’t ever forget I love you.

-Bri

Backdated to reflect date & time of when actually written, though was published later.

Dear Mom,

Thank you for being so supportive. The email you sent back to me was definitely appreciated. I’m glad we have a great phone relationship (’cus we both know it gets very sketchy come face to face). It makes me happy to hear that you support what I do on-campus (even if it’s controversial lol…) instead of saying I should only focus on classes/grades.

Although downplayed that I feel my grades for Winter quarter do not merit any kind of gift I’m so glad you didn’t take it negatively. My classes this quarter are so much more interesting and hopefully that translates into amazing grades. (: Though, you really don’t have to get me anything. 0: It makes me feel bad receiving a present for something I’m supposed to be doing anyway. But, thanks Mom.

Love,
Bri

Dear Blog,

Today was pretty interesting. Woke up a bit later than usual (so I got a bit more sleep yey!) which was awesome. I woke up not really wanting to go to class, but I’ve resolved not to miss any classes this quarter. That leads to slacking off forsure status.

Anyway, I went and lalala. And then I had lunch a few hours early with Alyssa, a Program Board volunteer. She’s so cute!! She also went to Bamboozle Left, and it only sucks that we didn’t know because we could have met up and hung out, but that’s aites. We chatted it up for an hour as we ate; it was pretty sweet. The girl’s really nice! Might go shopping with her tomorrow morning, too. (:

Mm, there’s a Program Board event going on right now. Lol… just came back to the office really quickly to blog. Urgh… not that many people there, but gotta make the best of it you know? It’d be so unprofessional to have just canceled the show so it goes on!!

Rona and I are gonna go to IV and eat somewhere after the show, most definitely. Kinda hungry right now… except not really. I ate some cereal at like 5pm and ew… just ate two Snickers minis (the cute small ones) so now I feel full. Seriously, I get full too fast and hungry at the most inconvenient times. *shrugs* Gots to fix that eventually.

Tomorrow night I think girls and I are going out to dinner in State St., which will be awesome fun! (: I already know what I want to wear… ahaha… anyway. Argh, Ronachica works Sunday night. ): WHYYY?! Kinda emo status. But whatevz. XD Gotta do homework sometime right?

Mmkies I’mma go back to The Hub now for the event.

Sincerely,
Bri