March 11, 2009 by Brigitte
So I have an 8 page paper due tomorrow at 11. But really I have to be done by 8 because that’s the time I have to get ready, eat breakfast, and I also think I’m describing all this to procrastinate on writing said essay.
- Finish that ridiculously stupid third book in the Twilight series. It’s written so poorly I’ve put it off for over a month… two months, maybe? Possibly more… It’s so awful there is no fuhreaking way I’m reading the fourth book unless there’s a major cliffhanger. But let’s get real… everyone knows what happens in the fourth book.
- Read Wuthering Heights. I’ve been dying to read this since I got it a quick minute ago.
- Read Eros!! I was totally wanting this book since they featured it in an episode of The L Word. And it’s philosophical, too. Total love.
- Get back into Aelyria… it’s been like 4 months. How the heck does time fly??
- Post on Adylheim for that cute little kid named Steven.
- Catch up on box-office hits I haven’t been able to go out and watch.
- Wash the motherfucking dishes. Seriously, it’s becoming an issue. Hahahahahahaha.
- Watch The L Word.
- Make fun colored lipglosses with pigments and v.
Oh, fuck. I accidentally recorded 10,000 B.C. in Spanish. FUUUUUCK… well I guess that just means that while it plays in the background I’ll be more focused on my essay… OR trying harder to pay attention to the movie to hear what they’re saying. What the hell are “casadores”? 
Ahhhh… OKAY ESSAY TIME!!!!
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August 6, 2008 by Brigitte
As a small side-note this entry was either going to be titled this or “Usually, You Find Yourself In College” and then start off by saying, “but I’m beginning to lose myself.” So there you have it. A little behind the scenes info. (: The entries would be headed in similar directions, actually, but not entirely. One more introspective than the other. hahaha…
Anyway, this time last year…
- I had 8 comments on the August 6, 2007 entry. My online popularity is almost non-existant now. OR, there is definite COMMENT ANXIETY. There’s at ~least 10 of you that read this shit on the daily and leave me random comments on LJ, email, Twitter, IM, etc. What’s the deal? Give the domain some love. ):
- I started Freshman Summer Start Program and began my life as a college student.
- I was also extremely busy just like now.
- Quite possibly I was an altogether different person.
Now there’s the thought of getting a little emotional, sharing some inner feelings or whatever… but I’m not going to and I don’t really want to either. One thing I know for certain: I went in the opposite direction of who I wanted to become, but… it’s weird because I accept myself so much more (even though if I were to analyze “who I am” right now I’d hate her).
Oh, and as far as I know I’m not currently depressed nor am I hypomanic. It’s this in-between stage I fear the most… at any given moment my mood can change. It’s in this in-between stage that I am the most lost.
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June 29, 2008 by Brigitte
There’s nothing more I enjoy out of a conversation than those that produce some thought. Reveal insight. And that’s why I love talking to Steve. Though he’s not always very nice. ): But anyway, enough about that guy.
I’m going back to UCSB Monday and Tuesday for the meeting and free aspb movie, respectfully. Ah… why do I love aspb so much now? Hah, figures.
There isn’t much to say really.
Uh… been playing on Aelyria a lot lately. ^_^;; I can’t believe I stopped playing for nine months. It’s too fun… and addicting. xD;
Yeah this is an awful post. And I’m not even going to bother finding a pretty image to cover it up.
Devoid of makeup and I like it.
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January 20, 2008 by Brigitte
The family went to Uncle George’s house yesterday. We ALL played Rock Band (aunts & uncles included… lolol love my fam)… and then Sing Star, and then finally moved on to regular karaoke. My Uncle George’s game-room is way pimped out. There are two big big big screen televisions in there, and a normal sized one. One big TV is for this racing game for the PS2 (and there are “car seats” on there for realism…), the other is for video-games, TV, etc., and the last regular-sized one is for karaoke. When the karaoke is on, the lyrics are displayed on the big screen for the audience to read and the small one for the singer to read. Lol. There’s also a projector in there and a slide down screen… plus all the surround sound audio. We were all very impressed. It was hella tight before, but now it’s like suuuuper hella tight. (:
I had fun playing Rock Band. I like the drums the best. I can “feel” the music so much better on the drums than on the guitar. Hm, still, I was slightly depressed, but it’s easier to mask when you’re having fun! ^_^
We went to Ontario Mills (outlet/mall) today. Then we ate at CPK. Delicious!
Anyway, I’ve been procrastinating on blogging today just because something really is bothering and I very much do not want to blog about it. Sometimes I feel like a fucking over-dramatic person that always creates problems even when there isn’t one. Maybe I like to argue. Or I’m used to arguing… that it surprises me when one isn’t going on, for sure status.
Though it may not be obvious, I want to continue on in a similar note: I almost feel like I need to take another break from AIM. Certain aspects of it take over my life, and I’m tired of not living. There’s a certain anxiety that comes from not being connected. Strangely, it’s just somehow comforting to be connected, seeing other people online, even if you’re not talking to them. It gets lonely much too deeply too quickly. There has to be a way to rid myself of this feeling; I can’t stand it.
Anyway, my blog for the day is done. No matter how tempting it sounds to go to bed and sleep, I want to attempt to do something with the rest of my night. I need a really long and very specific to-do list. At the moment, I can’t function without lists. It’d be good to get some of these thoughts down (funny how I don’t feel comfortable writing these on my blog…). =\
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