Tag: philosophy

Leaves of Grass

There are some bad decisions in life, and some good decisions. Suppose most of us are aware of the difference between these two tokens of the type, decisions. Yet, knowing a decision is good or bad, what makes someone choose the bad? There must be a justification for choosing one over the other. I’m a Utilitarian. If a decision does not promote the most aggregate utility (i.e. a bad decision would not qualify for having more utility than a good decision), then why decide bad over good? I cannot wrap my head around why, other than the fact that to err is human.

Recently, I’ve been making a string of bad decisions. Though, following my Utilitarian strain, if an action was inherently bad but the outcome good, what then? Well, I guess that’s why Utlitarians are not an action-based ethical principal, but a consequentialist ethical principal? The problem with Utilitarianism is the problem in my question as well. An action might produce an immediate sense of goodness, only to later produce badness; which consequence is of the most value?

Do people take only the short-term consequences into consideration? I mean, it’s impossible to look into the future to know the outcome of every action. Hm… hahaha I just reconstructed an argument for the failure of Utilitarianism… and do note that I am a Utilitarian.

Anyway, this got more philosophical when I’d wanted it to be more emotional. So much for that.

A small victory (?): Finally cried in front of David after being friends for over 5 years. He biked right on over when he realized that I was feeling sad. It was still hard to cry… I’m not much for showing my negative/sad emotions to people because it’s such a private thing. But it was a step toward sharing my feelings?

A small loss: Being at a loss.

Wait Time

Shit! I haven’t blogged in a while. I am falling behind on the online life… argh! That’s never really happened before but I’m just taking a quick step back from the computer recently. No longer do I feel any urge to go on AIM and Windows Live Messenger. There really isn’t anyone to talk to on there that I don’t already talk to/see daily. So I just sort of don’t sign on. Also, on Aelyria I am about two months behind on posts (uhm oh wow…). Seriously, I even neglect my RSS feeds, and now my blog! AH. Hot mess, all right.

The days are seriously ZOOMING by. That’s actually kind of scary. I’m already in week 4 of winter quarter and there are only 11 weeks. In less than 6 months I’m going to be a third year at UC Santa Barbara. And in just a littttle over a month I’m going to be 20. Everything’s coming at me way too fast! Mind you, I’ve been waiting forever to be done with college, waiting forever to get into my 20s (which I’m actually really excited about!!!)… but now time seems to be coming at me faster.

[Philosophical Side note: I personally believe time's arrows travel <-- this way and not the commonly held view that they travel --> like that. UHM... FUCK I have a Philosophy of Time and Space class and it's totally tripping me out...]

You know, this domain hasn’t even had a layout change in a few months? And my other domain has never had a layout. Things are a hot busy mess online. And whereas before I didn’t care for facebook I’m on it a few times a week now as opposed to a few times a month. AH! Well it’s only natural since all my friends are on Facebook. *shrugs* Whatever.

Lately I hang out with my friends so much more. I only have classes on Tuesdays and Thursdays but they are so insanely busy it’s ridiculous! On Tuesdays I go seven hours straight without a break! Not even time to eat… ): By the time I’m done for the day on Tuesdays I just want to shoot myself and be done with it. Wednesday seems to disappear all the time with me sleeping in and doing all the homework/reading for class due Thursday. The four-day weekends are long… but they also just disappear and slip away.

People do say time moves faster as you get older. Why? Oh wait… DNW to think atm! On Friday afternoon I was even looking online at philosophy lectures from other universities. Geez. As if my brain didn’t hurt ENOUGH during the week. Honestly, if you’re trying to figure out how/why everything material only exists in the mind (view called Idealism by Berkeley)… it just HURTS. Professor Holden even lets us out 15 minutes early because it’s way too much to take in and grasp…! The class is 75 minutes and by the hour mark I feel my brain wanting to explode. But uh doesn’t stop there… I have to go to Time/Space next. Lol… never thought I’d experience brain pain, but I am proven wrong.

Another reason I suspect time is moving faster for me is because my thoughts lately, especially at night, have been racing NONSTOP. At one point I was trying to say four things at the same time and my roommate Rony just said, “What? Okay you’re saying too many things at the same time.” Then I realized I was cleaning at night, getting all OCD, shopping TOO much, and talking/thinking too fast. Ugh, so that’s why I’ve been too happy and yet still extra annoyed lately… (Hypomania????) But I swear it wasn’t always that. I’m pretty sure I was symptom-free for a good month or two. *Sigh* Can’t escape it! [I'm talking about my bipolar diagnosis]

Anyway.

Oh, I’ve been learning how to cook (somewhat)! Easy things, anyway. Skylar taught me how to make miso soup. Sandy taught me to make pupusas. And I learned how to make udon and (for the very first time) tried making pancakes!! (: It’s actually really fun to cook. Eating my own food is another matter, though. Once I know the process something went through to get cooked I don’t really feel like eating it anymore. Something about knowing the ingredients and just the process itself puts me off. =\ Not sure… I’ll try to get over it.

OH. Oh. Oh wow. Ugh… I’ve been getting all offended lately. GAH. Whatever. Over it. Been over it. I need to get over this shit like NOW. (UGH DAMNIT! When I use the word “now” it makes me think of a “moving now” and … my Time/Space class is messing with me!)

OKKKKK. Updation over. I haven’t written in my moleskine for a WHILE now. I should look into using it again because it is so fabulous. (:

Behaviorist Joke

I am such a geek!! A geek for philosophy, in any case. Okay so I’m just about done with the second of three essays we need to write for Phil of Mind. The second prompt asks:

What is Behaviorism? Why is it a form of Materialism about mental states? Consider a sentence that attributes a mental state to Kobe Bryant. How would the behaviorist attempt to go about providing a purely behavioral translation of the sentence? Describe 2 problems for the attempted translation.

Okay, I’ll just give a really brief run-down so I can get to the joke~ Har har har… *oh gawds I’m such a geek*

Behaviorism is basically, in layman’s terms, facts about the mind that are nothing more than facts about and dispositions to bodily behavior.

Okay, so basically… If you are sad, your bodily behavior (e.g. crying, saying, ‘I am sad’, smacking your head against a table, etc. etc.) will indicate your mental state. I can already tell anyone with a brain can see there is a problem with this. Okay so an objection to this view about the mind in the form of a joke:

Woman: It was good for you, how was it for me? ;)

Har har har… Oh my god… I can’t believe I wrote an entire entry for this joke. Alternately, the G-rated version of the joke:

Man: You’re fine, how am I doing today?

*crickets chirping* Yes… well… I’ll go finish my essay now… xD Hahahah

Eros (A Short Entry!)

I do love philosophy. Eros, as defined by Marina in an episode of The L Word.

The Greek word, eros, denotes want, lack. The desire for that which is missing. The lover wants what it does not have. It is by definition impossible for him to have what he wants. If… as soon as it is had… it is no longer wanted.

You KNOW something is philosophical once you start using phrases like “by definition”… lmao. I feel so giddy and happy inside at this precise moment. It is 2:01am and I’m only cold, but not sleepy.

Anyway, I say the fun is in the chase. Why want anything at all if it is so easy to get?

Let me not get started. Rambling (philosophically) at 2 in the morning is not the best thing to do… I shall just continue to enjoy this episode.

Goodnight.

95/100

Oh Philosophy of Mind is such a piece of cake. We got back our midterms today, which were three take-home essays! Scores: 95, 93, 93. :)

The first question:

1. Explain Descartes’s Evil Genius Conceivability Argument for Dualism. Be sure to explain all relevant technical notions (essential property; Leibniz’s Law), and be sure to make a case for the truth of the argument’s premises. Finally, give an objection to the argument.

My 95/100 response:

Rene Descartes, a famous philosopher and mathematician of the 17th century, authored the famous words, “I think, therefore I am.” In “Meditations of First Philosophy” Descartes goes on to explain and argue for his viewpoint, now called Cartesian Dualism. Descartes asks, in essence, what he is. He believes himself to be a mental substance: a mind or a subject of mental states. Mental substances are then not physical. The body is a physical entity, but in referring to oneself and even in pointing to the body that is not the core of what one is, according to Descartes. Mental states are not physical states; a physical state can be the solidity of water formed into ice.

In order to prove Cartesian Dualism he first ignores all his opinions and releases himself of judgment; he conducts a conceivability argument called The Evil Genius Conceivability Argument. He establishes that he in fact exists, but introduces the notion that an evil demonic creature has set out to deceive him and creates an alternate possible reality. “[T]he sky, the air, the earth, colours, shapes, sounds, and all external things” are nonexistent and mere figments of the imagination. In this thought-world nothing physical exists, not even the body, but Descartes believes to have a body because of the deception of the Evil Genius. However, he is exactly the same as he is in actuality: all his beliefs, experiences, desires, and thoughts, but they too are caused by the ‘Evil Genius’. Using the Evil Genius Thought Experiment, Descartes forms the basis to his conceivability argument.

The argument’s first premise says that he does not have the property of being essentially extended, which must be distinguished as being different from being extended, the emphasis on ‘essentially’. It is not saying that a person lacks extension. This premise originates from the thought experiment, and is a logical possibility. The second states that the body has the property of being essentially extended. This premise is true based on the obvious fact that the body indeed takes up space as any and every physical thing does, making it true that all physical things are necessarily extended. The resulting conclusion from the conceivability argument is that the “I” is not “the body” using Leibniz’s Law.

So to explain this argument the words within it need to be explained. Since the emphasis in the first premise is on the word “essential” what then does it mean? Item A has property B, and property B is an essential property of A by definition meaning that it is logically impossible for item A to exist and lack B for B is the defining property that makes A, well, A. Again, to be extended simply means occupying a portion of physical space. For the body to be essentially extended means that by definition it is a physical thing that occupies space, a logical and obvious fact. By the Evil Genius Thought Experiment it is logically possible for the mind to exist without a body (though under deception of being with a body) and still exist. This makes premise one logical. Using the two premises he concludes with Leibniz’s Law, a widely used proven truth, that if C is identical to D then C and D share all the same properties. Since the mind and body do not share the property of being essentially extended they cannot be one and the same. The conclusion is dualistic in nature because the mind is a non-physical (or rather, mental) substance.

The argument is valid, meaning the logic makes sense and both premises are plausible or conceivable but not necessarily true. So, are the premises true? A valid argument with all true premises is a sound argument, but the truthfulness of the premises can be debated. Conceivability arguments are in fact, not guaranteed to be logical. It is possible that the Evil Genius Conceivability Argument has hidden within it a logical impossibility (in which a contradiction arises). The Lost Bet Thought Experiment proves this point: imagine a world in which you have lost a bet and as a result must accomplish certain tasks as repayment. This is conceivable, so everything is okay… so far. The tasks can include any number of odd tasks; these can be cleaning, walking the dog, or even purchasing an even amount n of CDs where n is equal to the square root of 289. But then the lost bet thought experiment is actually not so logical after all because hidden within is the impossibility of a number n being even and the square root of 289: it’s just not possible in any logical world. Somewhere in the Evil Genius Thought Experiment may be hidden a contradiction to any logical world. The Evil Genius World may not be so logically possible after all, leading to the eventual downfall of Descartes argument because it relies heavily on a conceivability argument, and that does not guarantee logical possibility.

Comment: “This is very good exposition, Adela.” Oh goodness, I feel elated!!! (: