September 27, 2009 by Brigitte
Every time I see his beautiful smile or those baby blues I lose my breath. There’s a sweet loss of air and an extra heart palpitation to try to restore functioning to my body. I always go after the unattainable guy. Brb, fanning myself.
Matt Lanter plays Liam in the new 90210.


He can do the whole messy/preppy look and the clean/sexy look. I’ll take him any which way~ It’s very difficult to express the appeal without getting speechlessness caught in my throat. I’m honestly not exaggerating when I say I can hardly breathe just looking at him. Now… who knows what his personality is like? Hahahaha.
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September 11, 2008 by Brigitte
Known for my love of pushups, I have decided to take the 100 Pushup Challenge. Quite randomly Edgar decided to tell me about this challenge that he started up on Tuesday and I have joined him, starting today. It will take approximately six weeks, but by the end of it I should (hopefully) be able to do one hundred consecutive push-ups. It sounds like a dream come true, right? Just thinking about it makes me happy inside. *giggles* I’m eager to get started on this.
Admittedly, my core body strength is probably at an all-time low given how many push-ups I did during the initial test. Uhm, that number will remain confidential because otherwise I’ll feel endless shame. I take this sort of stuff seriously. I’ve done my pushups for today. I think this first week I’m going to do them on consecutive days so that I don’t throw off my weeks by splitting them in half (because I’m starting on a Thursday and you should do it every other day).
Today is my mother’s 38th birthday. Considering I’m 19, she’s still pretty darn young. I love that about her, though. I actually got to experience the years of my mother’s youth. I saw her youthful beauty, got to see her live her life, and we actually got to do stuff. I mean parents that are currently about 50 something had their children in their 30s and well by that age, you’re just sort of tired and done having fun or somethin’.
So, I’ve been making it a point to watch TV. Hah… So, I’m watching 90210, ANTM, (maybe Privileged), Fringe, and (maybe) True Blood. Thank goodness for DVR! I can’t watch them all at the same time yannoe. And usually I’m busy at night exercising and stuff so it’s good to come back and watch those shows while you’re dripping in sweat. Well okay so I don’t sweat that intensely, but it feels better sitting down in front of the TV ~after~ working out. Makes it feel less unhealthy. (:
New task: I need to learn to be happy for others without thinking how it affects me.
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September 8, 2008 by Brigitte
VMAs yesterday did not make me lol. Russell Brand’s humour was just not to my liking. I mean, he was ~scandalous~ sure, and what he was saying could have potentially been funny, but the delivery man! Seriously, like I just never heard laughter coming from the audience either. Though, fuck Miley Cyrus for saying she didn’t even crack a smile and Jordin Sparks for getting wildly offended about the purity ring bashing. Dude, he was joking. She didn’t need to take it so damn seriously. The whole Disney crowd needs to back away from the VMAs if they’re all going to get offended.
Pink’s performance was damn fucking fierce! And Xtina has not lost her magic touch at all. The remix of Genie in a Bottle was great (uh except she lipsynched wtf) and she’s great. I hated Rihanna’s performance though, but that’s because I hate her music. All the instrumental backings to all her songs are fucking like stolen and shit… nothing sounds original. So idk, I just didn’t approve. And aww my lovely Britbrit was damn nervous, but still fierce! Everyone gave her a standing ovation when she walked on the stage to open up the VMAs. And she won three awards! Yeyey.
Alright, enough of that. Just had to get my lil’ 2 cents on here real quick.
I went running on the track yesterday night!! AHHH. Last night David and I were going to go bike riding, but then we just kinda wondered if the track was open and yah it’s totes always open. David ran so many fucking laps… it’s unbelievable. I did 6. Which is a mile and a half. And damn I am sore today~ but not that badly because I’ve been using my leg muscles and stuffs like that for a while now bike-riding. (:
My thigh muscles are swollen, I can tell, because when I touch them they’re rock solid. haha. I love it~ ngl. Ah, but now that I’m getting my legs in shape my upper body is feeling weeeakk. I need to start exercising that again. (: Ahaha… I love how David, Sandy, and I are getting really fit! It’s so fun! Lol, this is what UCSB does to us. And we wondered, when we got here, why everyone was so freaking fit.
We’re not to the point where we can run in just a sports bra or anything like that (like the other girls here), but even if we were – I dun think Sandy or I would do that. Lmao. One step at a time. xD
My mother’s birthday is on Thursday. I have no clue what to get her. Gah! I gotta think of somethin’ ASAP status~
On a really sad note, a UCSB student jumped off a bridge here in Santa Barbara this morning. *sigh* I’ll refrain from saying anything on the matter.
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September 1, 2008 by Brigitte
This entire weekend has felt like a really long sleepover. I’m starting to feel tired.
Today’s entry feels pointless. Let’s do a blast from the past!!

2005 – Me with red hair and lll’ bro at age 9! (I put the balloon on his ear, btw. Hahaha)

Chris, about a month ago, now age 12! ~What a cutie~
That is all for today!!
P.S. After like five hours of watching Suite Life on the Disney channel, it’s starting to get real annoying. =\ And I used to love this show.
P.P.S. I am so going to watch 90210 tomorrow… and ANTM starts on Wednesday! YEY!!!
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August 8, 2008 by Brigitte
Not gonna lie, I’m pretty emo status today, but I haven’t let it show one bit. In fact today’s been quite fun. Sandy and I got Jamba Juice (hey~ it’s our thing!) and then just rode our bikes then chilled for a while. (: We talked for something like two hours in her apartment… and then finally made the greaaaaat decision of eating at our favorite Japanese restaurant in Santa Barbara. I always always forget the name because it’s partially hidden by some bushes in the front. Lmao.
The conversation with Sandy got me a lil’ sad though… I didn’t say too much, mostly listened, but I couldn’t help but note some similar emotions. And you know, sad stuffz. Yo, wow… I’m getting so bad at expressing myself on my blog.
Oh man, am I hella stressed. And I really don’t know what to do… nor who to ask for some advice. Ugh, I hate constantly having to look/feel so damn strong. Everyone could offer their shoulder for me to cry on, or an ear to listen to me, but I have way too much pride to share my probs with ‘em.
I’m beginning to hate you. (:
Yey Olympics! Except I’m not really a fan of it… I loveeee Winter Olympics for the figure skating!! (:
I lack inspiration today. *sigh* Maybe I should take a nap to re-energize…
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