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The New Hampshire Debate

I watched that last night in the cabin after the others had gone to sleep. Facebook was being advertised as a means of voicing opinions about the debates. So, I got on Facebook and voted in some polls and wrote some messages… and then I got personally attacked for not liking Obama. Lolol. I basically said he’s the worst speaker in the bunch (he really is…) and then some guy said:

haha awful speaker? thats why his DNC address is one of the greatest speeches in recent political history. Blind attacks that have no substance behind them other then a preference for another candidate are worthless. If you feel He is a horrible speaker then show us an example. If you feel someone else is better then tell me who and why you feel that way.
I am hoping they taught you how to form an analytical argument at UCSB?

Lmao, personal attacks<3 It’s really funny. I’m not going to reply because that was yesterday’s thing. It’s a new day. ): It’d look like I was replying too late. Hahah…

Well, we just came from a walk in the snow. One long block to a convenient store and then one long block back… Our attire was completely covered in snow and those of us with bangs suddenly had white hair. XD; It was awesome.

Now, Alba is making pancakes and eggs or somethin’… I dunno. It’s been a wonderful day today! Meme woke me up sometime after 7am to tell me it was snowing and it’d be a great time to take photos. And then I see Uncle George come into my bedroom saying he already took photos! Hah, when we were walkie talkie-ing I told him it’d be a competition since we both have the DSLRs. ^_^; He was rubbing it in that he already took a lot, but whatever. I got dressed and took some really nice photos!

Argh, they’re talking about on the news… more have come out this weekend. I can’t believe my list of to watch is getting bigger and bigger. >_>; Whyy?

Okay, pancakes are ready!! Gonna eat now.

Oh em gee… I might get back to UCSB really late tonight. I’m going to be so tired tomorrow. Ah, such is life.

    



Hypaethral

I like that word. Open to the sky.

I haven’t really had any thoughts to write about, so I haven’t been blogging. It’s tempting to end the entry here considering I am thoughtless. This isn’t apathy, or depression, or hypomania. This is content, maybe.

Happy .

I was excited a bit earlier to open gifts at midnight, but now I’m … okay, so maybe this is not contentedness. It’s a flatline of emotion, but I still care… It’s exhausting to show emotion sometimes.

To know you is to hate you♥
So loving you must be like suicide
Well I don’t mind if you don’t mind

Hah, Green Day

Okok I WILL make a layout. RIGHT NOW. I must get something done!! The sky’s the limit.

    



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Aites, I guess a lot has happened, but I don’t always like writing about what I’ve been up to because it seems such a “normal” and boring topic. And, I would use bulletin points, but that’s just being lazy.

I slept over at Rona’s on Tuesday night. I ate some weird vegetarian foods… and for that reason I’m never eating her food again! Gr-face! Uh… kidding, mostly. It was superfun and etc. [Wow, I'm so not being descriptive] I got back home late-ish on Wednesday afternoon, because Rona slept in until like almost 1… I don’t know, she even went to bed before I did! lmao. People and their sleep. I don’t understand sometimes.

My party shuffle is kinda weird… but I think that’s due largely to the fact that my newly-transferred music has little to no ratings yet. In time. I wish, I wish, I wish. (Listening to Hilary Duff, atm) I wish that I could be like the way I was before. I wish that you could make my world feel better. Oh em gee, I suddenly like this song more than before! I had just never bothered listening to the lyrics.

Recently I have decided to stop saying, “that’s intense” because my little brother made fun of me for talking differently these days. ): It’s true, though. I talk in a strange rhythm now, and I don’t like it. I trust my brother’s better judgment and I appreciate his perspective. If I can’t trust him, who can I trust, ey? I don’t know, but the Santa Barbara crowd love the phrases David and I use… and then they start using it, too. Kinda freaky. Anyway, I’m resolving to speak like a normal human being again (minus the phrases my brother and I use…) :]

There are days I wish I could just isolate myself from the world. It’s way better than hurting the people around me when I’m easily annoyed and feeling particularly angry for no reason. And what’s ironic is that the people I care about the most are the ones that make me angriest. I say I don’t expect anything of anyone, but at the same time, there’s this hope that I’ll be proven wrong.

At around 10:30 this morning I purchased tickets to go see Linkin Park at the Staples Center on March 4th. Okay, well initially I was going to buy the ticket, but then it occurred to me to call my auntie Elle so it could be my birthday present (seeing as it’s so close to my bday and all that), and she transfered money into my account so I could buy them with her money. XD; Pretty coooool, and something I actually like!

Argh, I wanted practical things for Christmas this year, and I have a feeling I’m not going to get them. *emo tears* I wanted a new watch, but Meme isn’t telling me what she got, and I don’t particularly feel like looking through the huge pile of gifts by her tree to look at the size of my gift (to speculate and all that). Anyway, I don’t see any small boxes… emo. Alright, and my Mom asked me to email her a list of things I want for Christmas and I also think she completely disregarded it. My gift is rectangular and hella heavy. Wtf man! I asked for a cover for my macbook or pretty bag for my DSLR and lenses. Uh, yeah… I don’t think it’s either of those. I dunno what George or Elle got me, but I’m pretty sure it’s definitely not something practical. I gave George a CALL and couldn’t stress enough that I wanted something practical (like oh say gift card to places I already spend lots of money at… yannoe?!). Well, we’ll see.

*many hours later*

I just finished editing some photographs to put in frames. Horizon alignment, curves, levels, whitening teeth of people, selective color, unsharpen mask, hue/saturation. Geeeez. That took a while, but it was also fun to see what the photo looked like before and after. :]

Well, well. Should I continue I’ll just ramble on and on. So, the enddd.